I've no time for you and I can't believe it so. Maybe that's why I do nothing?.. Perhaps I'll have some troubles.
воскресенье, 06 декабря 2009
What wonderful nights. You're so warm, so hot. Love u.
пятница, 04 декабря 2009
I know, each depress will be over, happiness be over. Everything you feel, think, want, don't want will be over, will disappear. Very soon. As though you think it will be forever. So few things stay with you whole your life. In fact almost just that things which hurt you too much.
понедельник, 30 ноября 2009
I want too much. New cell (corby!!!!), irons (for hair), shampoo for faster hair growing, grey jeans, t-shot "starfucker" and huge amount of other stuff....oh, and, of course, seeexxx.
воскресенье, 29 ноября 2009
I want to promise to myself not to search for people-of-the-past, not to look at their pics, not to read their diaries, not to try understand them, not to do anything. Forget about them, they've never been something for you, they all.
I can't understand myself. Why do I try to make a laughingstock of my best-friend-in-the-past when I look at her photos, but when I look at photos other familiar person I try to make her better in my eyes? I'm really glad for the second, not for the first.
She's named herself Max. She's crazy. Everyone's crazy. My brain'll explode soon because of people's stupidity.
Yes, I'm teenager, all right. But who is others?
Yes, I'm teenager, all right. But who is others?
суббота, 28 ноября 2009
Every cruel morning hurts my stomach. Something's wrong with me.
пятница, 27 ноября 2009
There's a look on your face I would like to knock out
See the sin in your grin and the shape of your mouth
All I want is to see you in terrible pain
Though we won't ever meet I'll remember your name
Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
But I don't think I can
So fuck you anyway
You are scum
You are scum
And I hope that you know
That the cracks in your smile are beginning to show
Now the world needs to see that it's time you should go
There's no light in your eyes and your brain is too slow
Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
But I don't think I can
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
Bet you sleep like a child with your thumb in your mouth
I could creep up beside, put a gun in your mouth
Makes me sick when I hear all the shit that you say
So much crap coming out, it must take you all day
There's a space kept in hell with your name on the seat
With a spike in the chair just to make it complete
When you look at yourself do you see what I see?
If you do, why the fuck are you looking at me?
Why the fuck are you looking at me?
There's a time for us all and I think yours has been
Can you please hurry up, 'cause I find you obscene
I can't wait for the day that you're never around
When that face isn't here and you rot underground
Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
But I don't think I can
So fuck you anyway.
See the sin in your grin and the shape of your mouth
All I want is to see you in terrible pain
Though we won't ever meet I'll remember your name
Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
But I don't think I can
So fuck you anyway
You are scum
You are scum
And I hope that you know
That the cracks in your smile are beginning to show
Now the world needs to see that it's time you should go
There's no light in your eyes and your brain is too slow
Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
But I don't think I can
So fuck you anyway
So fuck you anyway
Bet you sleep like a child with your thumb in your mouth
I could creep up beside, put a gun in your mouth
Makes me sick when I hear all the shit that you say
So much crap coming out, it must take you all day
There's a space kept in hell with your name on the seat
With a spike in the chair just to make it complete
When you look at yourself do you see what I see?
If you do, why the fuck are you looking at me?
Why the fuck are you looking at me?
There's a time for us all and I think yours has been
Can you please hurry up, 'cause I find you obscene
I can't wait for the day that you're never around
When that face isn't here and you rot underground
Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the devil himself
Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say
But I don't think I can
So fuck you anyway.
There is only one person who everyday looks through this f. diary. It's me.
четверг, 26 ноября 2009
Sometimes I feel that we are not together.
среда, 25 ноября 2009
I wanna live in Canada. Maybe I've done a mistaken choice when I went in my university. Or not...Perhaps, I'll be able to go in an other university - it will be my second education...something such geology or oceanology...it'll be interesting. I will be somebody genius...
вторник, 24 ноября 2009
Overdoing is my main streak. Over-everything.
Interesting, I'm the only one who has an idea to create english diary?
понедельник, 23 ноября 2009
Oh, my fucking god! My family is super stupid! The great literature is stuff for them. Burn in hell, crazy bitches!
You know, with this new diary I feel myself another person. A little bit.
I like when my glasses become misted because of hot tea
I like when my glasses become misted because of hot tea
I can't understand people, who say they prefer to buy CD's, for example, rather then download these free. Why are they so happy when they buy these very cheap?? Guys, you can have it for free, it's much cheeper then the cheapest CD in a shop!
воскресенье, 22 ноября 2009
суббота, 21 ноября 2009
Your weaknesses will kill you. And I'm sincerely glad because of it.