So I should recognize the way I feel. I don't know. Really. Now I can't understand how people can live together, they're so different, even when they think they are so close to each other. Maybe it's bad that I think so, that the thoughts of this kind came to my mind. But it seems that the fact that living with you is not so fairy as I supposed makes me puzzled. Usually in case like this I stop to be rude and stubborn in a couple of hours (it's the worst variant!). But now I still don't know what to say. Yes, I know, that my behavior is not really good, but it's just like some ugly noises for me to think of changing myself. I hope I will be able to become quiet and better in the future, when I finally grow up (for God's sake, it sounds like stupid excuse!). You can do everything you want, what will be good for you , because I don't really think I can demand of anything at all.
The truth is I still can't be without you.
Call me tomorrow.